Monday, January 31, 2005

24 hrs later...

This is the 1st day after I knew that She is getting attached. 24hrs after, in fact.

The nights are hardest to endure. Day time is still bearable cos there are things which I have to focus my attention on. At night, there is nothing to distract me. In my mind is only her, her, her. Memories of how I 1st met her and all the things we did together and everything we said to each other all comes to my mind.

The aching in my heart is unbearable.

Oh God! Why does it have to be like this? Why do I have to go through this pain again and again? What do I have to do to have this pain taken away? When will it end?

What are the chances of me finding happiness again? I really dunno. Tell you guys something funny - I have given up all hope for finding it. I have come to believe that there will never be another girl for me. And that I will be lonely all my life.

I know what you guys are thinking: This guy will be alright after a couple of weeks. Well, I seriously am not sure.

9 Comments:

Blogger FF said...

Sweetie, I've been in your position so many times. It hurts now, but you'll be alright one day soon.

11:37 pm  
Blogger Handsel said...

yup, i agree, u will be fine after some time. Time heals all wounds. Cheer up k.

8:54 pm  
Blogger Maximus said...

dude.. i know what you mean.. sometimes things like this eat the living daylights out of you..what do girls know man....they "think" they know..

if i was back.. we'd be out sitting this through with a mug of beer.. err.. no wait.. root beer.

5:42 pm  
Blogger Jayaxe said...

Yes, time heals all wound, dude. Mai sad mai sad. Anyway, I guess fate plays a part, though I don't know whether to believe it.

10:08 pm  
Blogger FF said...

Max: You think what you and GJ have felt before are exclusively for guys? Nah. Love and hurt are a unisex, universal feeling. We've been there done that and are just dishing out adviCe through our experiences.

Things always get better.

10:10 pm  
Blogger vandice said...

Hey GJ, getting the news from someone else hurts bcos its like a 2nd rejection and all the pain, disappointments just well up again and again... hey pull yerself together okie? the day you are able to think/look at her and wish her to be truly happy is the day you will start loving her as a friend.

2:46 am  
Blogger Maximus said...

then i must be seriously weird ..why doesnt this occur to me.. heh

1:50 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Forget her. There is no promise made between both of u. She din not give u a false hope too. There are many fishes in the sea. Go out to meet more pple instead of waiting for one and miss the others passing by.
(Pt of view of a gal)

11:39 pm  
Blogger Guojun said...

FF, Cindy, Maxi> Thanks. You guys are the greatest.

Vandice> Thanks dude. I know you went through a tougher time then mine.

Anon> Thanks. You seem to know the story but you don't seem to understand how I feel.

7:37 am  

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